confused tree

if you could actually see this pic, you’d see a tree, barren of most of it’s leaves, who has been tricked by the on again off again nature of early winter in texas.

my friend thinks this may be bad (it’s losing it’s leaves and trying to bloom at the same time).  i think we may be witnessing evolution in action.  global warming, be warned – we ain’t scared of you.

sue

so yeah…

i guess this is my “life” blog. you know the type, boring, “what i’m up to these days” kind of stuff.

i have another site that i blog tech shit (and other interesting stuff) on. ultimately, it will look and be much more interesting than this one.

sue

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The Square (goes with previous utter)

i forgot how to send images with utters so this was late…

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Brave Combo

You know you’re from Denton, TX if…

you came here for one of the two schools more than ten years ago and have never left.

you can remember driving from denton to mckinney when the road was two lanes the whole way.

you know where the “old” walmart was.

you ate at the flying tomato brothers.

you’ve been to the arts and jazz festival at least five times.  one of them, in the rain.

you know where the old delta lodge was.  bonus points if you watched it burn.

the fry street fair was, more or less, like any other of your weekends.

you know who the “jesus guy” is.

you remember when the bus system only had four busses.  none of them stopped anywhere useful or convenient.

you’ve ever honked and waved at Frenchy while driving around town.

you’ve ever been stuck in a traffic jam between lewisville and denton for more than three hours.

you can’t drive to austin without stopping at the czech stop.

you remember when corinth didn’t exist.

you’ve driven across old alton bridge with your headlights off at night.  just to see…

you brag on all the famous UNT alums like mean joe greene and don henley.

you cringe when people remind you that dr. phil went to UNT too.

you’re reading this, happy you made it out, but deep inside sort of wishing you were still here.

Atom Heart Mother (suite)

It’s worth noting that the song my friend played on the bar juke box (referenced in the utterz post below) was interrupted (cut short) by the bar staff. It seems that some of the twenty-something year olds in the place didn’t appreciate a good 23 minute song from the 70′s. What’s funny about this is that my friend, James, paid extra to have the song play at that moment, so when they cut it off, he was upset – for many reasons (the least of which I think was the money he spent). He went to the bar to complain – and they gave him his $5 back. This is quite an unusual occurrence – receiving money back from the bar. Guess they really didn’t like the song.

And I quote from one of the bar rats: “Dude, I really can’t take any more of this song!”

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great moments in history – crab or shrimp?

S: i have a gift card to joe’s crab shack. i don’t eat there regularly though and am requesting suggestions on what i should get for lunch today.

IN: uhmmm…crab maybe?

S: was it a stupid question? i mean, they have a lot of items on their menu…
http://www.joescrabshack.com/menus.php?LC=CORP

IN: it was not a stupid question…it just SEEMED like a stupid question. i did have a pretty good crab experience there once, though, so that is my 2 cents.

S: well i’m torn between the crab and coconut shrimp. i’ve never eaten there in my life and don’t want to waste this opportunity…it may very well be the highlight of my week.

IN: I see, I see. The better question is this: how much buyer’s remorse will you have if you order crab, and how much will you have if you order shrimp? This is a once in a lifetime experience, and it is terrifying how improbable the planet is anyway.

S: Shit.

IN: In honor of your conundrum, an existential angst poem fragment:

Just say this world was
Never worth the beginning
It must have cost us
To be here
in the one moment
of skin spinning in the sun,
like a coin flashing
in all the oxygen air.

S: what’s the point of it all anyway. it’s just food, soon to be shit. i’ll just have rolls and butter. no, on second thought, i’ll have it all. but not at once.

IN: So this Zen Buddhist walks into a restaurant and orders a veggie burger. The lady behind the counter says, “What do you want on it?” And he says, “Everything.”

S: I can’t decide.

IN: Either crab or shrimp will make the ride better. Leo Strauss (and Nietzsche before him) said there is only the powerful ruling the weak. Not to be fatalistic or anything, but it is destiny for you to eat one of those tasty creatures and enjoy its deliciousness. This is what is meant by saying that form swallows content but content begets form.

S: i just ordered the shrimp. i had to pick one. or starve. i figured sauciness is a good thing. and i need to eat. man, i hope this wasn’t a mistake.

IN: Nothing will hurt, and everything will be beautiful. You have made a wonderful choice, and your day will be filled with joy.

S: This is maddening.

IN: And you are not even the shrimp in the equation.